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6 September, 2010
Passing through the edge
Roni from Israel's world is "Demon in the stomuch" and "Someone
is missing".
We all layed down on the floor as one connected body like as a human ocean, and she guided us that the Demons are going to come out from stomuch, the movements press us each other, and transform to a moving human mountain.
And slowly she guided us the someone is missing world. We are craving someone,
but we fell down into big disappointment, because of their absence. This
world experience brought us big emotional storms by inner demon and missing
someone. She created her dance in this hard world. Also all students shared
her world with being involved into the stormy world.
In the middle of course, she met a hard edge experience. It brought her
into difficulty of breathing. We shared through edge work by being pressed
our chest by her with the difficulty of breathing, and pressed her chest
in the same way.
After the edge work, she could face to her inner demon and missing qualia
too.
I guess it was so hard process for her, but she could pass through the
crisis somehow, and she could transformed it to the necessary creation
for her.
And in her peice, so many unexpected transparent resonances happened on
the stage among the dancers. It was so beautiful. I was moved with pleasant
surprise.
When we could take off our egos, we can be a non-dual life. We can transform
the life before the boundary between self and others comes out. The life
resonantes transparently. It is the transparent beauty which I was persued
for long yeays. Finally we did it.
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Veruchka /Roni
I had a good month in general. The first two weeks were really good. It was like going slowly in water. And the third week was really powerfull for me. I think I have solved something deep but I still don't know exactly what it was. This week (the last one) was harder, really intense. I had also some promblem at home, so it made it even more difficult. But I am glad I could share with the group and I always like to teach. I think that if every moring would have start with your conditioning it would have been easier for everyone. Going into each other's worlds requires a lot of cooperation and awareness so 30 minutes of preparation in the morning and and after lunch would help.
I am really glad that you explain us all what we are doing (with pictures of the body and movies of butoh). For me it made it more clear and practical. I remember especially your talk about the hidden muscles as a point of change for me. I think you are a really good teacher. I felt you are demanding a lot from us and giving us full attention and care. Another thing is that you feel the class. The energy between us and know how to change programs according to it. It a special time here, it opened a lot of deep cells inside me that i will deal with for a long time. You have built a special place with very good environment (and good food). That made me feel like coming again every morning allthough I knew it will be hard.
Thank you for the opportunity to search, find and create. If I'll have more thoughts I will send an email. I really appreciate your way and teachings and glad I have been here.
See you soon.
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