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I am staring at a blank paper; has to express in words what has happened
in the course of two months? I guess I didn't really know what Butoh was
when I entered, only had a vague image about this 'Dance of Darkness.'
What a shock! Something didn't want to be confronted with all this 'stuff' that came up in the process. What a roller-coaster ride of ups n downs, joy and sadness, discomfort and bliss. A bumpy ride that started like a locomotive and entered into a climax: Jo ... Haaaaa - Kyuuuu!
I honestly regret to leave the school, my co'buddies', the process, and Lee, now that I feel I've just found the amazing treasure - at least a glimpse - of exploring the unknown depths of my personality.
The process has not finished here though, maybe it has only just started, there is a lot to digest and I am very curious to see how these two massively intensive months will influence the rest of my life.
I have no idea where life will take me, but will have a conversation with God to guide me back to Sub-body school next year!
Thanks Lee (and Ramesh, Pitar & Bablu) for all your love and care,
Watashi-wa Anata-o Aiste-mas ...
Cissy
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10 June, 2008
Hidden world images are folded in Hidden skin
Cissy lives in Holland, from Indnesia.
Indnesia was a collonyl of Holland for many years.
So complex hidden qualia are folded in Cissy's body and her hidden skin.
Cissy's last performance was started with layered body which were bound
by so many transparent layers.
She took off layers one by one. Cobodies stayed on the each stones and showed various hidden emotions were unfolded with resonating Cissy's taking off process.
When she took off all layers, cobodies started to poke her naked body by
sticks.
Maybe it was her hidden images of the world which was folded at the depth
of her hidden skin.
It seemed as if the world attacked naked her, she could not do any thing against the world except of saying "No!", and dying under the water.
She danced through her hidden skin. So many secret qualia were folded in the hidden skin. She could unfold them. Our hidden skins resonated deeply.
It was so impressive process. Everybody could not stop tears, even my extra-dry eyes became wet.
What was happning?
She took off many layers, and finally she reached to her naked subbody. Her hidden skin was appeared. She danced through the hidden skin against the world image.
She could find the "Kyu" of "Jo-Ha-Kyu" at the world-self
channel, and she got the both of "flower" and "secret"
of her subbody butoh.
Our hidden skins were resonated with her subbody butoh from the depth. It was the reason why we were moved so deeply.
Cissy! Please continue your subbody butoh for ever!
Please repeat this piece many times, then you will notice what secrets are folded in this subbody butoh someday.
To recieve all of them a subbody process will be end. It will take for ten years. But it is worth to tasle for knowing what is self? What is world? What is life?
Lee
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